Another dreary Monday

Today's another Monday again and Mummy is feeling tired out.

Totally not looking forward to going to work. Sigh, there are many things to handle in the office and it seems so daunting but still, if I do not attend to it today, my colleague will need to take over and that would be added load on her and also if I do not work today, the work will still need to be cleared upon my return. -_-

Time now is 11:12 am and you gave Mummy a scare just now! ='(

I wiped and saw some watery discharge which looks pinkish/orange/yellowish and it totally freaked me out. What is happening?? I have no feel and can't view what's inside but I surely hope that you are well and good inside. =(

I don't know if I am scaring myself or what as now I tend to examine all the minute details and with this keen observation, it can totally freak one out.

The 1st appointment with the gynae would be this coming Saturday when you would be around 6 weeks, should I pop by to another gynae tonight after work, for a scan and to make sure that you are alright or should I try to compose myself and wait it out till the appointment on Saturday?

In the meanwhile, I will try to stay composed and calm myself down (easier said than done.. sadly..) and I will have a decision soon once my mind is cleared of all the messy thoughts.

I have read online that stress may also contribute to some pinkish discharge, else it could be the uterus expansion or the embryo burrowing in further etc. The reasons behind this are many and I have no way to know for sure, but if it is stress that is causing it, I have find the source of the stress and get it over and done with.

I must stay and remain a Happy Mummy, for you, I will.