11 dpo... 1 Aug 12, Wednesday

As the title said, today is 11 dpo already.

Cannot resist testing yet again.. Guess what's the result? No sign of you yet again. By 11 dpo, 76% of the pregnant mummies would have know of the existence of the little beanie inside, but not for us, I guess.

Even though we hope to hear from you soon and the repeated negative can get us so down, but we remain hopeful still. After all, it is this hope that keeps us going, as long as you don't crush this hope of ours on the date of the expected flow.

I am not sure how long we can take this repeated 'rejection' from you. What is it that we are doing that is not enough to warrant your presence inside the welcoming womb? Now I really start to wonder if I will ever get to realise my dream of having 3 kids or more, if Number 2 does not want to come, how can I have Number 3 and more?

As age catches up on us, the chance of us ever meeting you is diminished.